Chapter 1003 Xingluo, you must wait for me
Chapter 1003 Xingluo, you must wait for me
"Do you know how worried I am about you during this time? How could you do this! Just leave without saying a word. Do you really think that I won't worry about you if you leave? I can just turn my back on you. Have you? What you did will only make me more worried and terrified all day long! Do you know that I have been suffering from insomnia since you disappeared, and I even dreamed about you..."
As Shen Xingluo spoke, he couldn't help but choked up and tears welled up from his eyes.
Bo Beicheng's whole body froze, but his heart quickly became warm and soft. He was moved and deeply guilty.
It turned out that she knew his intentions.
She knew that he left so as not to implicate her, and she also knew how important she was in his heart.
Bo Beicheng was silent, his hands couldn't help but hug her back tightly, as if he wanted to rub her into his body and never be separated from her.
"Xingluo, I'm sorry."
There were thousands of things he wanted to say to her, but this was the only thing he could say calmly now.
"I don't want your apology, Bo Beicheng. I want you to live well, have a good operation, and recover well."
Then, regain a healthy and normal life.
Bo Beicheng gently stroked her forehead with his chin, and said softly: "I'm working hard, I've always been working hard, I'm sorry, I didn't know what I did would hurt you so deeply, I always thought ...You no longer love me."
Moreover, he had personally heard her admit to Yao Siyu that she no longer loved him.
He didn't want to tie her up with guilt, let alone use this to torture her.
Shen Xingluo was stunned, it turned out that was what he thought.
But if she really didn't love him, how could she care about him so much?
Did he think she really cared about him only as a doctor would care about a patient?
For a moment, Shen Xingluo really didn't know whether to be angry or laugh.
She remained silent, and Bo Beicheng felt inexplicably uneasy.
He really wanted to hear her say, does she still love him?
But right now, it's not the right time to ask this question. When he wakes up after the operation, he will definitely ask her clearly as soon as possible.
"Bo Beicheng, actually I..."
"Xingluo, please go back. During this period of time, I will fully cooperate with the doctor's treatment. You must also live a good life and take care of yourself and your children."
After hearing what he said, Shen Xingluo didn't plan to return to the Rhine Lake to receive acupuncture treatment from her, nor did he plan to let her perform surgery on him?
After all, he still insisted on having his own way.
Shen Xingluo gritted his teeth and pushed him away: "Okay, whatever you want."
She turned and walked away, obviously angry.
"Xingluo!" Bo Beicheng called to her.
Shen Xingluo paused in her steps, but refused to look back at him. She didn't want him to see her tears of disappointment and sadness.
"You wait for me, I want to wait until I can return to the healthy and strong man I was before, and then I can stand in front of you and the children."
"But you don't understand at all. What my children and I want is not only a healthy, strong person who can protect us, but a sincere man and father who can share adversities together!"
After Shen Xingluo finished speaking, he walked away quickly.
After walking for several meters, she suddenly thought of something and stopped again.
"As for Yao Siyu, no matter what the relationship between her and the man behind this plot is finally found out, I beg you not to kill her. She is also a pitiful person."
Although she didn't know why Yao Siyu got involved with the mastermind behind the scenes, she believed that Yao Siyu must have had some difficulties in the beginning, and she would rather believe that her half-sister was not born a bad child.
Bo Beicheng was silent for a few seconds: "I promise you."
After hearing this, Shen Xingluo left without looking back.
Watching her back fading away, several times, he wanted to take a step forward, hug her tightly, and never let her leave his side again.
But, he really can't now.
Just last night he had another headache.
He couldn't be so selfish and let her watch him suffer from the disease, and then keep feeling guilty and suffering from physical and mental torture.
"Xingluo, you must wait for me."
he murmured.
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