novelweb Chapter 140 I'm Sorry
Chapter 140 I'm Sorry
Jiang Mo said "ha" and smiled.
"Yes, I hate you. In fact, the word "hate" is an understatement. I think it should be hate or boredom. Gu Jichen, let me tell you clearly, I have never hated a person so much in my life. You are the first one."
Every word she spoke turned into a sharp blade, piercing Gu Jichen's heart.
Her eyes were electric, and every strand of her hair was written with resistance to him, and she wished she could brand the word "disgust" on him.
For a moment, Gu Jichen felt a rare sense of escape and did not even dare to look at her again.
Afraid of seeing her boredom and hatred again.
After a long time, his Adam's apple rolled and he whispered three words: "I'm sorry."
Jiang Mo found it strange that she could hear these three words from Gu Jichen in her lifetime.
"I'm sorry? Did I hear you correctly?" She looked at him with a completely ridiculous look, "Why is Mr. Gu apologizing? For his bad attitude towards me before? Or for the coercion, warning or personal threat to me? To me Is this has-been little actor making things difficult for him?"
She raised her head and looked directly at him, her eyes extremely bright: "Are you forcing me to toast to the person who has evil intentions against me because of my status as the boss? Or are you forcing me to drink a whole bottle of strong liquor to make me feel uncomfortable?" At night? Or was it because you mistook me for someone else and had sex with me that day?"
Jiang Mo tilted her head and shrugged: "So Mr. Gu, what are you apologizing for?"
Gu Jichen closed his eyes, a feeling of depression and helplessness filled his heart, making his chest almost burst.
It turns out there are already so many...
Directly and indirectly, overtly and covertly, physically and psychologically, he had actually caused so much harm to her.
"Everything." His tone was frustrated, helpless, and regretful, "I apologize to you for everything I have done before."
If there is anyone in the world that Gu Jichen feels most sorry for, it is probably Jiang Mo.
For three years, he did not fulfill any of his responsibilities as a husband, and she did not make any demands of him and took good care of her grandma.
As soon as he came back, the person he wanted to compensate the most was her, but a strange combination of circumstances caused her such great harm.
Nature can actually play tricks on people to this extent.
Let their relationship get so bad.
Jiang Mo raised her lips and smiled, and said simply: "Okay, Mr. Gu, I accept your apology."
Gu Jichen's heart was shocked, but he didn't feel any relief or joy.Because he knows that accepting an apology does not mean reconciliation, nor does it mean forgiveness.She just didn't want to have any more entanglements with him.
Sure enough, I heard her continue: "Since some things have happened, no matter whether you apologize or make up for it, you can't change it. I accept your apology, which means that I have put those things aside. I will not mention them again, let alone use them as Come and negotiate terms with you, you can rest assured.”
"I'm not afraid that you'll negotiate terms with me. I'm really sorry. If you want to use this to make any demands on me, I'll agree to them all."
"I appreciate your kindness, but I don't need it. Mr. Gu, you and I are not on the same path. You are the proud son of heaven, and I am just an ordinary little actor. Maybe in your eyes, we are People are just like toys. When they are happy, they can be coaxed into having a better attitude. When they are unhappy, there are many ways to vent their anger. It is probably no different from... dealing with a cat or a dog. "
At this point, Gu Jichen's heart suddenly sank, and he suddenly understood that she had misunderstood him.
She regarded his current statement as an act of evil intent.She thought that he lowered his face and said nice things for some other dirty and unsightly purpose.
He was a little anxious. He took a half step forward, pinched Jiang Mo's wrist, and looked at him seriously: "No, Jiang Mo, I'm not apologizing for anything else. I'm apologizing to make you feel better. We...I..."
He suddenly choked, his throat was so tight that he couldn't say the words "We are husband and wife".
"Make me feel better, and then what? Beguiled by your superior conditions and hypocritical attitude, like many people, I am willing to stay by your side, a tool to vent when you get interested? Accompany you to socialize, drink, and go to bed? Then I kicked you away when you didn't need it. Maybe I'm lucky enough to be able to donate some resources to you and then be grateful to you?"
"No." Gu Jichen immediately denied her, "I know you are not this kind of person, and I have never thought of you that way..."
Jiang Mo shook her head vigorously and interrupted him: "Gu Jichen, don't lie to yourself. You have always missed me like this."
Gu Jichen suddenly froze.
"From the very beginning when I handed you the wrong resume, you knew better than me what kind of label you put on me. It was my fault to hand in the wrong resume, but did you ever compare me, us, and you? Compared with people at the bottom, should we really treat them as human beings? Have you given us a chance to correct our mistakes? Do we have basic personality in your eyes?
of course not.Because in your eyes, as long as we get close to you, we have only one purpose, which is to seduce you and seek superiority.You are high and mighty, you are pure and innocent, but we do not deserve these qualities. Our hearts and minds are dirty, and we only want to blaspheme you. "
The lobby of the high-end apartment was completely silent. The staff were busy with their own affairs from a distance, and no one paid attention to this small world.
Her voice is very soft and slow, and the timbre is pleasant and melodious. It can even be called a gentle tone, but every word she speaks makes people feel like a thousand swords piercing the heart.
Every word she spoke was like a mountain pressing down on Gu Jichen's back, almost suffocating him.
He finally knew the source of her dislike for him.
It's not that he cut off her resources, robbed her things, or hurt her body, but internally, she didn't feel respected by him.
She is clearly such a tough and strong person. She never sells laughter and drinks in exchange for resources. Even if she had no resources for more than half a year, she would not bow to Qin Qiang and his like.She is using behavior to interpret her attitude. She is an "artist", but before "art", she is more of a person.
Therefore, she is self-respecting, self-reliant, self-reliant, takes what she can have, and doesn’t force what she can’t get.If you suffer a big loss or a small loss, you will endure it silently without crying.The good and the bad are all treated equally, and we do our best in every job.Even if he is ridiculed to pieces, he still works hard to prove himself.
She is trying hard to maintain her strong spiritual core and remains pure and clean in the mud of the world.Looking back at the path she has taken in the future, she will be clear about both her career and herself.
But he misunderstood her, belittled her, and blasphemed her.
As she said, from the very first misunderstanding, he nailed her to a pillar of shameful humiliation.
Even if he later discovered her unique personality charm and strong spiritual inner strength, it was already too late.
His hand on the wall relaxed weakly, and the restraint and suppression on Jiang Mo was completely lifted.
As expected, Jiang Mo couldn't wait to distance herself from him at the first opportunity.
"So, Mr. Gu, let's stop here." Jiang Mo smiled at him, "If you are really sorry for me, just pretend that you don't know me from now on, okay? I think this is what I can think of, and you The best way to get along.”