Chapter 338 May you be happy and may I be brave
Chapter 338 May you be happy and may I be brave
The doctor said that Liao Dong had many superficial wounds. If a memorial service was to be held, it would be best to send the body to a funeral parlor for beautification first.
Jiang Mo didn't know how the memorial service would be held, who to invite, or even whether Liao Dong wanted others to commemorate her.
Jiang Mo entered the operating room and lifted off the white cloth covering Liao Dong's body.
She finally understood what the doctor meant when he said there were many superficial wounds.There were countless scratches on her body, including several on her face. There were also many large areas on her arms that were bloody and bloody, as if a layer of skin had been shaved off.
Jiang Mo couldn't bear to look at it anymore.
She put down the white cloth and took a deep breath to calm down.
Not long after, another medical staff came over and wanted to push Liao Dong to the morgue.
Jiang Mo followed them out. When she passed by Gu Shuheng, she paused slightly: "Aren't you going to see her off?"
"She probably doesn't want to see me." Gu Shuheng grabbed his hair feebly and said dejectedly and helplessly, "Our rescue was still too late, otherwise we would have been able to rescue her."
"Probably not." Jiang Mo looked at him and said softly: "Many of the wounds on her body were made by herself."
Gu Shuheng raised his head in confusion.
"The wound cut by the knife is deep and deep, which is different from the cuts made by stones and branches." Jiang Mo swallowed hard, as if her throat was choked, "She didn't slip and fall, she was..."
Jiang Mo closed her eyes, but tears still fell, and she said with great sadness: "She chose it by herself."
Gu Shuheng suddenly stood up: "Impossible!"
"You don't know, right? You've known her for so long, and she's been doing things in your house for so long. You don't even know she's sick, right?"
Jiang Mo said and shook her head again: "It's not your fault, she hid it well."
Many people with mental illness hide it very well, because once they show up and are discovered, they will easily be ridiculed and ridiculed, and they will be called hypocritical and talk too much.
Gu Shuheng was extremely shocked and muttered to himself in disbelief: "It's impossible...it shouldn't be..."
Jiang Mo didn't say anything more. Is it possible or should it be? Things have already happened.
She left the hospital.
It was already morning, the morning sun was rising, the light was warm and soft, but Jiang Mo felt extremely dazzling.She brushed her arm against the pillar at the door of the hospital and rested her forehead on her arm.
A pair of black leather shoes that were so clean that they were not stained by dust appeared in his sight.
Jiang Mo looked up and met Gu Jichen's extremely distressed eyes looking at her.
Behind him were several medical staff.
Jiang Mo shook his head: "It's useless."
Gu Jichen didn't say anything, he grabbed the back of her head and held her in his arms.
Her tears surged instantly and soon soaked his shirt.
She didn't cry loudly, just silent tears.
"She's dead." Her voice trembled violently.
Gu Jichen gently kissed the top of her hair.
On the way here, he contacted Gu Yusheng and learned the bad news.
He expressed regret for Liao Dong's departure, but at the same time he was vaguely afraid.
Because more than once, Jiang Mo almost took the same path.
He didn't dare to think about it.Among the countless possibilities in the past, if something went wrong, what would be the result now?
Within the few dozen seconds he communicated with Gu Yusheng, he truly felt panic.
"She didn't come out, Gu Jichen, she wasn't cured because no one saved her."
Gu Jichen gently stroked the back of her head, bearing her grief and sadness.
He asked Chen Tianyang and found out that she had a good relationship with Liao Dong when they were in Liang County.
And because she was in the same boat, she felt even more distressed and concerned about Liao Dong.
That's why she was so sad about Liao Dong's departure.
Gu Jichen took Jiang Mo back to the car and headed to the hotel.
Jiang Mo wiped her face with a tissue, her eyes red.
She looked gloomy all day. Gu Jichen knew that she didn't sleep last night and asked her to rest first, but Jiang Mo lay on the bed and couldn't fall asleep no matter what.
As soon as he closed his eyes, there was a tragic image of Liao Dong slashing himself with a knife.
However, what made her even more heartbroken was that in the evening, she received a scheduled email.
The sender is Liao Dong.
"I'm sorry, Momo, when you see this email, I need you to help me deal with my funeral. I don't know who else to turn to except you, and I hope it won't cause you too much trouble. , I don’t know how to repay you, so I used all my savings to buy a gold bracelet, which should be sent to you next month.”
This is a very long email. In it, Liao Dong wrote about her inner journey that she had never disclosed to anyone.
She said that being born in a family that favored sons over daughters was her greatest misfortune.Life is difficult, but there is hope.She worked hard to pass the exam in Beicheng and stayed away from her hometown, always thinking that her life would get better.
That experience of being a nude model pushed her into the bottom of her life again after she finally climbed out of it.
She said that Gu Shuheng was not entirely to blame for this incident. He had drunk too much that day, so when his friends were clamoring for her to be a nude model, he said smoothly: "This is an art thing. It is not vulgar or vulgar." Nasty, nothing to be afraid of.”
He also said: "If you still refuse, it proves that you don't understand art. You don't need to come to my house to work in the future. I don't need people who don't understand art to help me."
So she agreed because she couldn't refuse such a high-paying job.It was her fault that she failed to control herself.
What happened after that was just like what was said in the campus forum. Her portrait was exposed and spread to her hometown. Her parents came all the way to cut off relations with her.
"Momo, maybe you can't imagine that I was happy when they accused me. Because that was the first time that I felt that I was their daughter, even if I embarrassed them."
"I went home during the Chinese New Year. Even though I didn't know why I wanted to go back, and even though I guessed that I wouldn't be embarrassed when I went back, I still went back. Sure enough, I didn't even enter the house. My two brothers threw dog shit into They threw it at me and called me a bitch and a slut. My little brother is only seven years old, how does he know these words?"
"My mother beat me and said that I came back during the Chinese New Year to bring bad luck to her. She told me to get out quickly and don't let the New Year greeters see her. She couldn't afford to embarrass this person, so she pretended that she had never given birth to me. I didn't want her to It’s embarrassing, but did I really do something wrong?”
"Momo, I'm still too cowardly. I don't have the courage to break up with my family, and I don't have the courage to bear everything they impose on me. I'm indecisive and I'm not cruel enough, so I can only deal with myself."
"Since they don't want me anymore, then I'll cut off my skin and flesh and give it back to them. I don't owe them anything anymore."
"I don't blame anyone for the path I chose, but I wasn't brave enough. I also thought about severing ties with my family, but I still think of the care and attention my parents gave me when I was a child, even though it was very little. Look, how ridiculous , they once gave me a little bit of love, so that now I can’t hate them completely.”
"Momo, just bury me in Liang County. The scenery there is very beautiful. It's a happy time knitting sweaters in the temple with you."
"May you be happy and may I be brave in my next life."
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